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Saturday, December 11, 2010

Evaluation

I'm kind of having an emotional swing lately. These post just pop into my head, amd I thought I could share it to the world. It might be a little girly, but well, I'm a girl after all. I'll get through this. This too shall past. It's just taking a while ;)

How To Love A Girl

How to love a girl:
1. Tell her how you admire her
2. Always tell her you love her at all times
3. When she's upset, hold her tight
4. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with
5. Play with her hair
6. Pick her up, tickle her, amg wrestle with her
7. Tell her jokes
8. Bring her flowers just because
9. Hold her hands
10. Hold her hand and run
11. Throw pebbles at her windows at night
12. Let her fall asleep in your arms
13. Sing to her no matter how awful it sounds
14. Get her a little mad at you, and then kiss her
15. Give her piggy back rides
16. Push her on swings
17. Tell her she looks beautiful
18. When she's sad, stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying a thing
19. Slow dance with her even if there isn't any music
20. Kiss her and run

And when you've fallen in love with her, tell her.

Apple on Trees

Girls
are like apples
on trees. The best ones
are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good
but easy. So the apples from at the top thinks
that something is wrong with them, when in 
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one whose
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree.
 

Mind thought

I really wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted. One day they are sweet, the other day they are not. One day they are here, the other day they are gone. One day they made you something special, the other day they made you worthless. One day they say they love you, the other day they don't care a single thing about you.

That's how ironic things are and people can be. Pretty fakes, perfect lies, beautiful mess. But it's still your choice to make, because you choose to get hurt when you choose to be in love.

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Someday we'll forget the hurt, the reason we cried, and who caused us pain. We will finally realized that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and time.

After all, what matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran in the rain. So smile laugh, forgive, believe, and love all over again.

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I want someone I could go to, someone I can tell my secrets to. The one who won't judge me for the mistakes I've made, and the mistakes I will continue to make because they know that nobody is perfect.
I want someone who listens, not just hears. Someone who says good night, and pray to God they get the chance to say good morning. The one who knows my quirks and accepts it for who I am, who wipes my tears away.
I want someone who needs me.

I want someone who loves me.