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Friday, August 26, 2011

La Vie En Rose

     After all time I've lived in a lost wonderland, I decided to create another place and living. It's not that I got bored of wonderland, no, not at all. I always loved this place of mine. But this idea of creation is just too cute to ignore (even my boyfriend said it's cute).

     I was about to completely change the concept, from Little Lost Wonderland to La Vie En Rose (click to catch some explanation). In fact, I had changed everything; the name, the signs, all the atmosphere. Just before I promote the 'new' place, something bothers me. How could I destroy the place I create? I can't find the rights in me to crush Little Lost Wonderland. I froze, stared at the not-wonderland Wonderland. I clicked the 'design' sign, and slowly changed it into the old Wonderland it was.

     I created one place, why couldn't I create another? An idea got me. So there I made, a new place, a town, I call it La Vie En Rose. I think I'm gonna live there, that depends, but I'm positive. I think I'm gonna keep this little place lost. I would come visit though, for vacation or some. But my daily routines would probably be posted at my new home.

See ya later Little Lost Wonderland! Je t'aime♥

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Keep calm and ......!

     I was worrying about stuffs happened, stressing out about things to do, freaking out of fears, all that. Lost my self-esteem, my inner peace, myself. 

    I kept complaining about everything, comparing myself to another person. It ain't a beauty at all.

     Talked to my best dudes, screaming my heads off, searching for peace. LITERALLY. I even searched on Google and Google images. Sound desperate, but look what I found:
DAMN, this is my favorite :]
     Also found this very lovely one:
HAKUNA MATATA is a Swahili phrase that is literally translated as "There are no worries". It is sometimes translated as "no worries", although is more commonly used similarly to the American English phrase "no problem".

And these are more...

Feels like I have forgotten how to dance.
Feels like I have forgotten to truly be happy.
Feels like I have forgotten how to be myself again.  


     My friends were right. Perfections belong to nobody. It's time to stop this nonsense. I don't want to waste my time putting a fake smile on my face as I pretend to feel no pain again. I'm gonna be true to myself. Happiness will find me :)

Just for now
It's that time of year
Leave all your hopelessness' aside
Tears stop right here
I know we've all had a bumpy ride
-Imogen Heap

Oh yeah and one more thing